3. will i find love I think when I am 45 I will probs be married or in an equivalent, but right now the things i want the most about a relationship are physical and the trust, i really want the trust. 7. will i know what i want to do Still no idea and […]

Sara Adams’ be nice to the pizza guys  has communal relevance because of its shared experience. We have all had interesting interactions with the pizza guy and some of us have been graceful with our blessings, and sometimes we haven’t. Phyllis Allen’s was personally relevant and I think spoke to authentic voice. Especially when she […]

Process :: My video is nothing like I though it would be. It is not in another language, it is about me, me the cranes feature briefly, and it is the wired amalgamation of experiences. I think the video in and of itself is a refection of what I though the video would be. Which […]

I just a bit tired. We are in those stages when you sleep but don’t really sleep. Bitter to a bit apathetic and moving towards hopeful, I am almost out of my own personal hell, and I am perhaps going to step into a new one. That abyss of the future staring into a black […]

I am in the middle of this negotiation, and I feel like I might lose. And that is hard. Somewhere along the lines loosing and failure got tangled up and then because no one thought to separate them they mutated over each other until they looked like that thing that was growing in your sink […]

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I am feeling a little bit cheated, I love the mental stress of a good actionable problem, something you can take apart over and over again. And then you just… let go like some wilting medieval tower princess whose handkerchief was too heavy for her pearly hand. We didn’t figure it out we gave up, […]

Do better that pretending we all think the same. I wonder at this moment how understandable my video will be to others. I asked my roommate for big picture thoughts, he also didn’t like the out of focus stuff. I think the video needs more of it. As for how language affects my perceptions, I […]